Moments

Sometimes life is harder than you expect.
We don't learn how to deal with difficult moments at school. The hardest things in your life will teach you. You only learn how to live by living. Every time you think that you will not survive, every time that you think you will not be happy again, those are just moments. At these moments you are growing.
The anxiety, the fear, the sadness, the emptiness. They will pass. There will be a day when you will be sitting at your dinning table, after taking your kids to school and you will think "I made it", "I survived". You will be happy again, you will be courageous, you will find your peace and what completes you. You will still have bad moments, hard moments, when you will think you will die, but until you actually die, you will be learning and growing.
Be there, for your family, for your friends, don't let the pride speak louder. Love, care, show that the people you love are important.
We only have one life, be the best you can without forgetting that you are human, you are not perfect, but you can be good, loving, caring, patient, grateful, kind. You can forgive. Forgive yourself. Forgive who hurt you. Forgiveness heal.